AAARRRRGHH!!!!!!

what is up with me??!?!?!

I'm suffering from what my teacher calls "writer's block". I can't even finish my stories, which have piled up in my mind and on my desk.....

And here are their titles (I'm not even sure I'll keep these titles the way they are....):
1. Farrellion - a fantasy novel...... this story has been on my mind since fourth year started.... my "indecision" in the characters and plot is holding me back.... i've only written a prologue... damn..

2. The Reddest Rose - a story for my special someone...obviously it's about a rose..... and some people, actually lovers..... it's a short story....but it looks like i'm not gonna be able to finish it because of an emotionally lethal incident which happened to me....

3. "Sayang naman ang Pag-ibig" rap remix - this ain't a story..... it's actually a remix of a song i keep on hearing in my dad's car. I put my lyric-making ang rhyming to the test..... but this writer/rapper can't bear finish it because of the "emotional murder" i mentioned....

4. When Sleighs Brake Down - my attempt at a Christmas story...... I only thought of this story this morning, actually... just can't start it because i don't know the names of all 12 of Santa Claus's reindeers....."Oh, Dahser, oh Dancer, oh Prancer and Vixen, what should i do to ge this story a'fixin'"

Well, i think that's it....

There are only a few stories and literary works i have finished.... And they are:
1. Deathly Still - oh, boy..... my "tragedy".... and i mean it.... it's the only short story i've finished and got published in the Angles.... would you believe that i created this story by accident? this is the result of doodling absent-mindedly in the computer room when you're supposed to type the articles..... haay.... and thinking of M- wait, not gonna reveal!!

2. Lunar Wolf - a poem i made in one of the DSPC training sessions this year..... it's here on the computer.... i'm thinking of putting it in the next Angles issue..... this is the result of being lonely in the library..... muhaha...

3. Free - the poem i co-wrote with Kevon!! It was also published in the Angles...... this is the result of thinking that "death is the ultimate freedom, but you cannot experience it because, well, you're dead". Ironic, isn't it?

ffffff........ i should get out of hiatus.....